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clean and sober 27 years

Or looking at it another way …
A much larger number but significantly more important as this is a battle that happens one day at a time.

Many years ago during an involuntary confinement aka Commitment,(oh yeah, i was that crazy a dope fiend and alky monster) a guy named Jerry passed on this tidbit;

“Out of all the things in the world to do, these are the only two things that you can’t.

Good advice.

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